My eyes hurt,
staring at the screen
and lately every smell reminds me of something...
today: mint, cleaning out the sink and using essential oils....obsessed with essential oils..the peppermint smell triggered such a vivid memory of candy canes and being little...when "santa" came to school...he came in and passed out candy canes to all of us, the mini ones....
and hanging them around the christmas tree...and candy canes so so so many candy canes...christmas, family, that old house....

Teriyaki sauce....most vivid memory of cooking with you in the kitchen in felton....you used the entire bottle...and i ate meat for the first time in 12 years....

out walking through the fields today...by the creek..wet earth and moving grasses and such a strong smell of spring...

and im trying to remember now..there were so many more today...but im so tired, and today feels as if its been two thousand hours...so remembering is hard.