This thing called school..

yah, about that. 
I don't get it, I can't do it anymore.  When/how did this happen?  I used to be an A student.  I'm smart.  But I hate it now.  After a four year break I am suddenly thrown back in the game and I don't want to play.
But I don't know how to get out again, and I don't like the alternative outside. 
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I
Feel
Old
and
Over
It.