You

I see you in my shower products, I'm not sure why.
The tub is filled half-way with water so hot it leaves my skin red and stripped.
Laying down in it, I stare up at the rack thingy hanging from the shower head.
There are five bottles of various shampoos, three face masks, two conditioners, and much more, all stacked on top of each other, no organized design.
All my herbal, natural, organic products- make me clean, pretty, relaxed, renewed- or at least that's what they are supposed to do.
And as I stare up at them, I only see you.

Two and a half years.  That is not really all that long.
Should it go on longer? Or should it stop, it has been long enough?
Or will the decision make itself, just maybe not now, maybe 5 or 10 years along?